A personal crisis of the tamest sorts
I can’t shake the feeling that everything is unravelling. I can’t tell whether I’m upset because I have no idea what I’m doing anymore or what I want and I feel like everything I have ever planned for myself is going to shit, or… if I’m just pissed at myself for pulling the metaphorical threads on the mess of knittwear that is my life.
All I want is for today to be over and for somebody to buy me ice-cream and a puppy to cuddle.
Sex With An Ex
Is it ever okay to have sex with an ex?! Here’s my two cents.
I feel so increadibly sad today
I’ve spent the last 8 months emotionally draining myself for no good reason and for no one that cares. I’m upset and I’m mad at myself for being upset but I am so sad.
A few of my friends recently suggested that I started blogging….
My response was to tell them that I did infact already have a blog but that nobody read it. I explained to them that I had started my Tumblr account with hope and bold visons of fame when I was 17 which quickly turned to disapointment when my followers plateaued at 60 and I realised that NOBODY READ MY BLOG.
Eventually I stopped trying and Tumblr became a platform for me to reblog photos of cats wearing people clothes and cheesey motivational quotes like all the other lost souls on the internet. I have come to realise, however, that I have so much more to offer the world than photos of other peoples cats and smart things that other people said one time. I have stories to tell.
Having recently turned 20; I did, as many do on birthdays or at New Year’s or on Mondays or whenever they are hungover, some self analysis and gave my life a reassessment. I came to the grim conclusion that nothing excitingly subsantaial or tragic or romantic has ever happened to me but that every day I manage to find myself in some sort of hilariously anecdote-worthy, embarassing situation. This, I have decided will form the basis of my blog from this day forward.
All cat-reblogger-bashing aside though, It’s only 13.15 and nothing noteworthy has happened to me yet so here is a photo of a cat in a poncho.